My life and things happens

Problem coming up today......and i cant say it.....i hv health problem...and i just been FUCK UP from my living....that is the first time i say that words.....i cant control myself......because it been six years i have overload this problem....this gave me hot temple and high presure.....i cant sleep, cant think very well and cant do any thing properly.....this problem is vry dangerous....that i know......it really make myself have mental problem and brain damage....
that is my terrible life everyday.....